Twisted

You can pretend everything is alrightto your friends, the world but you really can’t pretend to your self. I’m trying to convince myself today is going well. Telling a friend of mine who is good friends with my ex that we were dating. Feeling sick that you told him that cause you think you’ll be forcing him to choose sides. Struggling to eat as today is such a struggle. Your emotions are all over the place. You want him, you hate him, you love him, you want to put everything behind you. You can hope. But that’s life.