Catching up

Apologises for those of you reading who haven’t seen me update in weeks. What can I say? I’ve just been snowed under with work.

Life at uni is tough these days. Coming back was a nightmare of emotions, ones I never want to deal with again. Dread, fear, tiredness, upset, alone etc. I think you get the drift but it has taken a while for me to come to a point where I’m now very happy with my life.

Seeing the ex around is hard, but now I think I’ve lost the anger and just want to reach the stage of being friends, well guess what? That only really works when they decide they want to be friends too which I guess he doesn’t since he’s not really talking properly to me anymore but life goes on. Sometimes others I guess just take longer to heal and being angry wasn’t helping me. It just tired me out more easily.

Turns out another friend went through a similar thing recently so also have been feeling quite bad for her. Most relationships I know have been dropping like flies. I wonder why. Guess it’s a work load. I only now know of two relationships when they use to be 4.

This weekend is hopefully a busy one. Realised yesterday that my six month anniversary was on saturday, but I keep wonder why I think these things. Being dragged out clubbing on friday, also to play a bit of pool and then clubbing saturday with drinking and singstar. This hopefully will be a weekend to remember!